eyes that shine with no solid form

I have schizophrenia. More than half of the 'episodes' I get make me super paranoid. I cut contact with my friends and spouse, and i also can't shake any feeling that im being stalked when these 'episodes' come about. There have been multiple times where I would rome my house thinking that someone else was inside and trying to hurt me and my mother. Im on medication for this, but things still occur. This is to spread awareness. I hope everybody who sees this is well and happy. Stay safe.